Today I’m going on a canoe trip/party with my friends on a countryside and last night I got so excited/nervous/whatever that I couldn’t sleep. at all. I could have gotten proper 4 hours but I only got a fucking headache.
It’s not funny and I’m scared that I’m a threat to the person going on the same canoe as I am. Cause you know I can lose my focus and drop the paddle into the water and we’ll be doomed.